I'm not going to write too much today. I'm emotionally tired. I always get that way after a football game. Especially one that we lost. I spent the greater part of the day wasting my time watching my home team lose and now I'm just ready to start this 3-day school week and get it over with. Seriously, by the time the week ends, I'm ready for the weekend, but the same goes for the weekend too. By the time the weekend ends I'm ready for the week. I can only take so much of not being around people.
I always put so many expectations for myself when the weekend comes that when I don't get everything I wanted to accomplished by the time Sunday afternoon rolls around, I'm severely depressed. I need to just stop doing that and learn to enjoy the relaxation because come Monday I'm not going to get to rest until I close my eyes to sleep at night. This weekend was lonely, but I figured that's ok since I'm going to get my full fill of people for the long weekend next weekend. I'm going home to my parents' house which is either going to be awesome or the worst idea I ever had. But at least I'll get some human interaction. That'll be nice.
I am also bummed beyond belief that I've run out of food. I mean it's about time. It's getting to be time for me to go to the grocery but I don't have a vehicle so it's not like I can get there. And my "roommate" has decided to take a permanent hiatus from my life so I can't get her to go with me. I mean I don't care that she's never here, I guess it just sucks that I no longer have a ride anywhere. I guess it just sucks blatantly that my family has left me with no means of taking care of myself. That's the worst part! But seriously, all I have is three more days and then I'll be going home so it's not like I need to go do big groceries right now. I'll just hold my horses and starve for a few days. It's not like I haven't done that before. It'll be good for my figure lol.
I also promised blog land that I would introduce my comic characters to you this weekend. Honestly I don't really feel like drawing them...scanning the picture...explaining what it's about because most likely no one will get it anyway. I do have a tablet that hooks up to my computer that I guess I could try to do something on but I'm hopeless at it. It's like reteaching yourself to draw using that thing.
Anyway..I'm sore again. I get sore from NOT doing anything. Isn't that weird? I guess I'm going to try to go accomplish some more things on my to-do list before everything gets too hopeless. Why does time go by so fast??
End Day Thirty-Five
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